Living life
Life is going well here in Wisconsin. I like the small city effect that is the way of life here. This is where I intended to end up and this is where we are. I am only mere minutes away from fishing at several different spots on the lake and river. Love it! I just thought I would add an entry to my blog since I do have a blog and now I have. Thank you for shopping and have a great day..
A new life
Of all the shit I have been blogging about since I started this thing only one thing came to pass. It’s all good since I no longer live in Utah anymore. We picked up stakes and moved to Wisconsin. That was one ting on the list to do and the only thing that happened. I am happy to say that we live here now and life could not be better! I thought that i would update this thing since I wanted a blog in the first place. Oh ya, as for injury I have healed as much as it will and doing good. Should not have started with injury shit, now i have to whine a little. My back still hurts like hell, my knee does still bother me some, and my body is getting old! There, now that that is done I feel better. (I guess) Have a good St. Patrick’s Day! Late
The day after yesterday
It is better to KNOW what your enimies can do than to THINK you know what your friends can..
Still kickin
Here I am again, still kickin. Life seems to be passing by at a very quick rate and I don’t think I approve of it, it needs to slow down. Things that have been in the works are about to wrap up and at the last freakin moment possible. I have not posted anything for a while, life can get to you at times. Like now. I am not going to go into any details of where things are because I don’t want to jinx anything, so I will post about life when it starts again. Later
It just takes time
Well, the government does not work in a quick fashion but if you can wait long enough it does work. Today I got a letter from work comp that says from this injury I am fucked up for the rest of my life. Jolly good…not. This will help in the law suite but it does not help me getting another job. The letter said that I am not able to work in anything that I have been trained to do and that I am not able to be trained in anything else at the time. It’s funny, today I said that I am ready to get on with life and with my back and knee, it is what it is and I am ready to get this show on the road. Now this letter puts another hold up on me being active in the work place for who knows how long. Damn. I don’t have much more to say today but I wanted to get this in my blog so I can relate to this later. Being off work and not being able to live a normal life the days begin to blur together. In the long run, if I can hold out that long, this will be in my favor in this law suite. I seriously hate not being able to live any kind of life. I am an active person that likes to be busy. That is not going to happen soon enough for me. All in all a solution will present itself. Late
It doesn’t feel like Monday
It is true, it’s Monday, but today feels more like a Sunday to me. When you don’t have a normal schedule to go by the days start to blur together. Today is that kind of day. I must have done something right, while blogging tis morning I am joined by not only Bentley but Mia as well. Mia is the newest member of our family. She is an eight week old Beagal puppy that takes Bentley on like he is nothing. Bentley is now nine months and weighs in at about eighty pounds. Mia on the other hand is as I said, eight weeks old and weighs about three pounds and thinks she is the toughest dog there is. She was a gift to my sweetheart being she got me the dog I wanted, she now has the dog she wanted. Mia has been with us for about a week and a half and fits right in. That would be the latest on the home front. Now, to cover things that have happened since my last entry. I did have a knee injection that has helped some but does not solve the constant pain that is involved. I also had an injection in my back and that as well has not fixed anything. Work comp finally stepped up to pay me funds and that has helped tremendously. It is almost time to wrap up the injury gig with the lawyers. I will tell them to get on it tomorrow being today is some kind of holiday. After that is settled it is time to get the hell out of dodge. The weather is getting cold much sooner than I would like and if I am moving to a place that is colder than here best get this show on the road before it gets far to cold and I whine more than needed. I will try to keep up on this blog thingy since I wanted one in the first place. I used to write in the mornings while I was the only one awake but Mia has changed our schedule a lot. My sweetheart stays up late with her and I go to bed early to take the morning shift to keep up on her training. I should leave this be for now since I don’t know where either dog is at this moment and they need to be under constant supervision until Mia is better trained. I try to keep them quiet so my better half can sleep in the morning since she is up late keeping them quiet so I can sleep. Ah, I hear them in the living room tearing something up. Time to go. LOL, she is attacking Bentley and has a most ferocious growl! Funny as hell!! When she attacks Bentley her whole head fits in his mouth and he lets her think she is all that. It is good we picked out puppies that play together well. Until next time, Ciao
A new day
Sunday I wrote about the plans we had for the day. They went off almost as I said they would. There was one slight change to the day and that would be that instead of taking Bentley to the dog park, we went out to dinner instead. We did go up thru the Alpine Loop and it was beautiful. The fall colors are just beginning making the drive very nice, as was the company I was with. We stopped a couple of time to take pictures of the changing leaves and of a creek that ran down the canyon, very cool. Then it dropped us off half way down Provo Canyon. Instead of going down the canyon we went up toward Heber then up by Jordenele, thru Park City where they had some event happening, then back down Parleys Canyon back to S.L. It was a great day to be out with my sweetheart all day and end the day having dinner at a restaurant. This was how Sunday went. It’s funny how you can have such a good day and the next day you can’t wait to go to sleep to get that day over with. Today starts a new day. I am up much earlier than normal (whatever normal is) for some reason and I can’t go back to sleep. Tomorrow I have an appointment with work work comp doctor. They want to get their own doc to look at me to make sure that I am not wasting a shit load of money they are kicking out for me. Thursday I go see another doctor to see if anything can be done for my knee. After I see that doctor I think I will be done with all this shit. It is getting me no where quickly and I am sick of seeing doctors. I don’t like them in the first place and I have had to see more of them in the last three months than I have my while entire life. Fuck that, the buck stops here and now. I need to take control of an out of control situation. Thank God I have this blog to vent on so I don’t snap and do things that would in no doubt get me in trouble. Not that I have a problem doing that myself, but I don’t need to make things any worse. A lot of this may seem worse than my usual babbling. That would be do to the fact that I am up earlier than normal, as I already said. Today is a new day and it better fucking go well. I am not in the mood for the continuation of a bad day. I like to be as happy as I can even when things look bleak I try to stay positive because, “a solution will present itself”. It always does. Sadly it waits until the last-minute but non the less, it does. Have I mentioned that I do not like going to see doctors? I never have in my entire life, and yet now it’s, take a number and I will see you when your number is called. Or you call me, whichever happens first. All in all it is time for this to stop. I know I repeat myself a lot. It’s the way I am. Since I am repeating myself now that must mean I am done with this for now. Thank you for shopping and have a good day. Late
Still truckin
Here I am again, blogging away. Friday I went to the doctor for a steroid injection for my lower back. Damn I seriously hate needles! It is still sore from the procedure but I hope this works. After having back pain for over two decades then getting it to stop would be a miracle and a very cool thing. This coming Wednesday I have another doctor appointment that work comp wants me to go to. I am tired of seeing doctors but as long as they keep paying the bills I don’t have a choice. My lawyer lady said he is a good doctor and that she knows him, so I will try to get on his good side by playing that card. On my knee the swelling has come down which is good but it just does not feel right. Looking t it there is a big lump on the outside of the knee cap area and it is still difficult to walk normally. Finally work comp has stepped up and is going to allot me funds so that we can get by. That is very helpful. The S.O.B.’s should have done that from the get go but I guess they had to make me sweat it out before agreeing to pay me. I never asked for things to go this way nor did I want them to, but you have to work with the hand you are dealt. Today my sweetheart and I would like to take a drive up around the Alpine Loop to look at the fall colors on the trees. She has never done that before and I think it would be nice for her to see them before we bug out-of-town. After that adventure we will take Bentley to the dog park this evening. He has missed playing with other dogs. We had to keep him home for a week because he had a cold he got from somewhere. He is more than well now and since we had him neutered he seems to have grown a bigger set of cahonus and thinks he is all that. He is a good dog that loves us to death. He is loved as well even though he likes to press his luck doing things he knows that he is not supposed to do. Darn dog is spoiled rotten! I think I have rambled on enough for now and will put in writing about how the Alpine Loop trip went. Ciao
It’s Wednesday
I have looked back from the time I began this blog to current and noticed that my attitude has changed a lot. Funny how that works, yes? I just finished speaking with my lawyer and she told me to hang tight until after I see the knee doctor to see what he has to say. She is good people and wants to look out for my better interest, at least she seems like it. But I know for a fact that the longer they drag this out the more money they get. This does put a hamper on things we have planned to get the hell out of dodge. If, and I hate if’s, we can hold out the better the return. On the other hand staying here does not make things any better for us. In fact it sucks to the max.
I did not get a chance this morning to finish what I was typing do to the fact that I was interrupted by the first of five calls that took place. Hardly any good news but did get some things moving. It is late now so I will carry on tomorrow. ciao
Time keeps on slippin
Today I went to the doctor who gave my knee a shot a couple of weeks ago. His advice to me was to go see the last doctor that did knee surgery on me. You know, I think the bloody bastard was going to tell me that anyway from our last visit but wanted me to return as to collect for one more time. Spoke to my lawyer not long ago and told her to get this show on the road. She was about to leave her office anyway and asked me to call her in the morning. I knew it was almost time for her to leave but still called anyway. I’m funny like that. On a bright note, work comp has stepped up and agreed to pay me on a regular basis now. Bout fucking time! I am hoping to get far enough in this blog so that when I really let go with the words that I wish to use that it will not be seen right off the bat. Not that I really care, I mean this is my own vent place anyway, but there are not many words that are not cuss words I want to use at this time. I should just get straight to the point. I need the doctor to sign a form that would be helpful getting more from this lawsuit. I’m not a greedy person but being hit by a truck and what this is putting me through in life at this time is a bunch of mother fucking God damn cock bite piss ass bullshit!!! Seriously! The doctor told me that in about a year from now that he would think about signing the form and now that he has passed the buck to another doctor he will most likely want to take as much time. This is unacceptable. They want me to sit on my ass for a year while they fuck around doing shit that should have already been done in the first place so I can heal. It does not take a mother fucking year to decide that my knee is just not going to be right again. I would really like them to spend some time in my shoes and tell me with honesty that this is going to help in any way. All this will do is keep me out of work for more than I wish to and I have already been off from work longer than I wish to, two fucking months ago!! and they want a year more? FUCK NO!!!!! kiss my big white ass!! Dumb mother fuckers! As I said, I don’t have any nice words to say. I will call my lawyer back in the morning and finish the conversation I started with her today telling her to wrap this shit up, NOW. We can survive now with work comp stepping up but we have no intension of staying in this wacked out state any longer than necessary. We have already been here longer than we want to. I have spoken my mind for today and will kick it back tomorrow after I speak to the lawyer again. For the next sixty days we don’t have to park in the first stall we can find at the stores. I was issued a temporary handicap plaque to hang from the mirror so we can park close to the entrance and I don’t have to walk so far. Mighty white of them. Late
